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LIFE IN A PAPER

 


LIFE IN A PAPER… 

It’s all about us… 

Just me and my fainting thoughts… Afraid it all goes away.. Give me something to hold unto 

A little ray of hope …pray tell.. 

It’s like my dreams.. 

slowly crashing down in illusions.. 

My heart screams for hope!  

My eyes hurt from tears… 

God do something… 

It’s getting unbearable… 

Watching my Faith slowly crumble in weary 

Let me smile once again…

 Let me laugh into my future.. 

Save me before I go numb

 Is anyone hearing me? 

Why does it feel like a transparent glass? 

Trapped in my own world 

Wishing you’d listen 

Why is it taking so long… 

Now I write my life in a paper like I used to as a child 

Those letters you’d always reply.. 

I am drowning and I feel it.. 

My heart is sinking and I know it.. 

Please save me from this insanity 

My life is in a paper .. little words carrying deepest meanings… 

My words go fainter each minute 

Now I await your reply.. like the letters we once shared…. 

                                                         _Lola

 

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