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My Darling Desibel... She caressed my skin..  Allowing me the pleasure of her soft cherry blossoms.. The coolness of her breath... Like the gentle breeze of the winter evenings... The taste of her lips  Like the sweet soft droplets from an olive fruit... Oh Desibel save me! For I have become lost in your soul... Intoxicated in it's beauty Finding my own sense of meaning... Feed me with your love For I cannot find no other such ... Our season has come...  for I am dying for your passion. Give me breath...for I seem to suffocate in denial... I have chosen to set my heart free My emotions... I cannot withold.  Your beauty I cannot comprehend You are my desire Desibel ... Take me into your world For our time has come...           My Darling Desibel...                                                    _Lola

 Many times we get stressed out when things are not forthcoming like we've expected . I feel that way alot but now I just realised something What exactly is waiting ? Waiting dosent necessarily mean an absence of expectations ...it is a preparation for the expected future.  It is what you do while you're waiting that counts the most. I learnt something a while ago " Your destiny is probably too massive for you to handle that why you need to be prepared for it." What is God teaching you to appreciate this coming season? You need to look around you. What potentials do you have that you've kept in the barn for too long? Utilize them! If you've started , keep pushing. Nothing good comes easy I tell you. I'm also putting in the work. That doesn't mean I don't have bad days, it means I keep my head up even when it's stormy. Because I have a vision and I just trust the process. I'm writing out of love and desire to help others grow. This isn't...

  LIFE IN A PAPER …  It’s all about us…  Just me and my fainting thoughts… Afraid it all goes away.. Give me something to hold unto  A little ray of hope …pray tell..  It’s like my dreams..  slowly crashing down in illusions..  My heart screams for hope!   My eyes hurt from tears…  God do something…  It’s getting unbearable…  Watching my Faith slowly crumble in weary  Let me smile once again…  Let me laugh into my future..  Save me before I go numb  Is anyone hearing me?  Why does it feel like a transparent glass?  Trapped in my own world  Wishing you’d listen  Why is it taking so long…  Now I write my life in a paper like I used to as a child  Those letters you’d always reply..  I am drowning and I feel it..  My heart is sinking and I know it..  Please save me from this insanity  My life is in a paper .. little words carrying deepest meanings…  My words...

  LOVE IS EASY   With me love is easy …  You ain’t ever have to feel uneasy…  Just gonna be us in our world of fantasy…  Always care for you so don’t you feel anxiety…  We’ll be each other’s .. write our Psalm of ecstasy..  Taste my lips delicacy… feel my touch competency..  You'll be mine… I’ll be yours..  Sharing emotions… desiring our world’s …  Drown me in your love… let me feel your warmth. .  Love is easy…  Lets make it breezy ..  We might be complicated…   But we’ll make it simple…  It’s our Love story..  we get to paint the pictures…  LOVE IS EASY.. LETS WRITE OUR STORY  I’LL SHOW YOU HOW .. it’s our love language..                                                                              ...

  Dice my heart... Play in my ripped pieces See yourself in my mirrored reflection It's so nice to see you hurt..  Absorbing your inflicted pain... It's so hot in here ... Do you feel the chills? My inferno... It's just getting started.. Drown in my nymphomania  Do you sense the pleasure? It's all red and dark in here... I make illusions how I want it... No one falls deep and comes out the same ... You gotta admit I'm a little psychotic I'm addictive... An embedded charisma Don't you see it not? Embrace the truth you know... Slowly eating through your thoughts Making you stay..yet cling for my attention.. It's part of me dear... Don't get scared.. embracing this new part of me... It's your dearly beloveth after all.. Who's heart you turned inferno Absorbing the pain and pleasure I give you.. Cause there's no turning back now.. Dear Mr inferno  You can't unsee it Can't unhear it The deed has been done.. Now face the consequences Mi...

  MY LOVE DEVOTION My love is a fairy tale.. In my world dreams do come true... Ever been in my world? It's no coincidence... Drowning In my peace.. is how fast you fall.. Crashlanding in rocks, the moment you turn your back... We all keep falling for the bad ones don't we? Hush now! I'm a mix of opposite proportions... Contradicting it's nature... Too good to be true yet a sharp dark knife if you intrude... Be careful with my charm For you'd find comfort in it's cherry blossoms My love is like an ocean... Don't wait if you can't... Think twice before you stay... No one goes deep and comes out the same... Addiction it brings ... Solace it gives I share my sacred love with you A priceless gem so fragile Yet so difficult to find That is the definition of my love .... Now think twice before making that bold decision Cause you'd fall ...either way you choose...                                     ...

  What path have you chosen for yourself this year? What sacrifices would you have to make to make your dreams a reality.. It all starts with that decision, the choice of making a difference.You don't have to invent the biggest tower to feel optimistic..it all starts with one big choice. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a step. Looking back through last year and goals I accomplished, I felt a sense of appreciation for myself .  Reminiscing on the hardworking and long hours of dedication to do a lot such as publishing three ebooks, organising a poetry class, teaching on self development, studying different languages, connecting with people, attending online webinars on business, etc.   There were times I didn't want to persist but I kept a word in mind."Whatever is worth doing, is worth doing well" . I learnt to trust the process rather than looking for short term gratification. I want us all to apply this to our daily lives, tasks and our approaches to dif...